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just got back from a talk

after my showing of concern from the family, and connie and chrono hating me again...
connie, SURPRISINGLY... is the first to want to talk about it...
except i really showed her how i felt...
i guess she was just expecting me to roll over and let her scratch my belly like i was some kinda dog!
stupid bitch...

i told her that i don't really care about her well-fare and chrono's... yes, i'm jealous of the life that she gets... but... i don't care if she gets sick from her life-style...
and i know that she may have been ready to apologize, but i know that chrono wasn't...
he will leave hating me, oh yes... i know it...
stuborn bastard, has no care for me what-so-ever...
i know that he just wishes that i die and get out of their life
sorry chrono... but i still have a will to live

except, i don't know why...

this brian... says that he likes me... makes compliments to me... and the such
but i have come to the conclusion, i would want nothing of him than friendship...
he leads a sucky life... i don't want that...
but i have come to terms with myself... that i'm not going to ammount to anything... special.

simple as that... why expect greatness.... i prefer to expect nothing now... then i won't get disappointed if i don't get anything...
it may seem like i'm lazy... but i'm not... i'm a hard worker still
kinda like communism... there it is... in america... majorly

bye bye... manga's and bit torrent are now my door to a world i wish i could be a part of...
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